clear my thuoghts

it is a Thursday night and i dont feel good about myself. i feel like i have given up in school. i dont see myself here anymore and it makes me feel like a failure. i feel like my classes are way to advance for me and i think its my fault. i believe im still in winter break and i need to get up and wake up and realize i am not. yesterday i wen with dio to see set your goals and the whole day i was cursed! we got a parking ticket and then got lost and then bought my dog a shirt thinking i would get the option for change back and i didnt haha man petco sucks. then walked down the street until an ATM showed up and then finally saw the show. 2 bands sucked but SYG was awesome! hah i got poked in the eye and saved by a chubby guy.. hah thank you. besides that it was so much fun. i did horrible on a test. tmrw is friday the 13 and im nervous.